from my very own mouth...
time after time... useless is all i can come up about myself...
and time after time... i tried to not let it felt that way...
but...
guess it's all the same...
how silly can i ever get...
"u" will know the most ba...
i failed it again n again...
yet u never minded...
makes mi feel the guilt 5 times more...
*sigh*
spoilt another supposedly nice day...
useless mi...
hOw i wIsh shE iS nOt iN...
i diN nOminAtE hEr...
thOugh i dId vOted fOr hEr...
i aM seLfiSh bA...
i dUnnO...
i wIsh tO aSk hEr oUttA iT...
bUt i dUn haVe thE heArT tO saY iT oUt...
cOs shE hAs hEr oWn rigHTs tO chOoSe...
aNd i m nOthiNg tO inflUenCe hEr chOice...
cOs itz aLL outta pErsOnAL reaSOns...
*siGh*
hungry...
oh ya... thAnks tO the pEpS hU taggEd oN mOi bLoggiE! i aM fEElin' bEtta le...
nOw cLub hOusE left 2 perSOn... moi n kEwei.. thE rEst All gO aCcent ermx... shOppiN'... haha... wHO arE thEy? hMm... let'S sEe... thE gAy, aNdrEw, sUnIL, iAn ,ming wEi, ming wEi saO, and etc... ahaha.. dEn aManDa wenT fOR sOMe skOol sTuffS...
thE silEnce of thE rOom is killin' mE... aRggHhHh... pluS the occasionally coughin' sound from kewEi... wOhoo... nicE baCKgrOund muSic sia... i fEel sOoOooo hUngrY nOW... havenT eaT anYthin' sinCe mOrning... lalala....
haha... actualli aH... i m juZ laZy tO gO dOwnstaIrs tO gEt sOme light stufFs tO eaT... hahA...
oH... laTer gOin' eSplAnade wAtch cOncerT... hEehEe... tOday Asian Youth Orchesta(AYO) performin' there... hMmm.. mOi 6th tIme theRe... bUt 4 otHer tiMes i was on stagE... plAyin'... hahA... nicE rite... hOpe tOdaY's cOncerT will Be niCe... =P
bOred... hmM... lEt mi pOst a cUte phOto oF shin~! *grinx* (she's the one on thE righT..)
juz feel like breaking down and cry...
in total dilemma...
too many tots running at the same time...
help...
i cant explain it in words...
dun tink the blog helps..
haiz...
sUmmaRy of haPpEningS oF thE weEk....
8th aUguSt - mi n shiNie's 1 year! gOt a neW siS... a lil' girl hU's nAme is kitmun.. but i called her wen wen...
9th aUguSt - nAtionaL dAy! haPPy birThdAy singApOre! peRfOrmeD fOr ndP... fUn! hehe..! missEd SinGaporE idOl thOugh.. dArn!
10th aUguSt - siAn.. sChOol reSUmeS... comPletEd mY iC asSigNmEnt... neAt.. thankz tO zhi yuAn.. hehe.. dId pretTy wEll fOr mOi nA clAss aSsignmEnt... hAppY..! oH.. gOoD neWs.. mY shinniE n mY wEn wEn are finaLLy frens! juZ ovErjOyed! yay!
11tH augusT - sEE belOw... anYway... in shoRt... mixeD feElin'....
11th AuguSt...
pretty okai dAy i gueSs... othEr thAn the baNd praC...
wOke uP in the mOrnin' fOr claSs aS usUal... anD laTe aS usUally... hAha...
damM bOred.. gOtta brinG tbOne and laPpie tO schOol... aRGhHHh...
caRryin' mOi hUge lOad.. gOin' LT after LT fOr leCturE.... thE bOredom n weighT aRe killin' mI! luckilY... mOi clAss eNds eaRly tOdaY.. afTer cLAss... wEnt tO meEt shinniE @ thE band's cLubhouse.. aTe lunch tOgether.. hehe... wen camE tOdaY alsO.. @ arD 3... brOught cOokies shE maDe... nice nice.. i keep eatin' ba... haha... after tt.. mi, shinnie, wen and ian went tO lester's shOp... shOppin'... hehe... no la... jUz gettin' new music fOr the banD... wEnt theRe.. lisTen tO sOme cDs... crap crap crap... loNg buS jOurney bAck... yAwnz... realisEd thAt chOosin' scOres cAn bE sO mEntally taxing... haha... everyOne lOoks sO tireD after tt... deN reachEd baCK schOol... aTe dinnEr tOgethEr... had bAnd prAc after tt... ttz when HE spoiled mY mOod... tOday... he did thingS tt i wiLL nv forgivE hiM ba.. i juZ feeL sO disappOinted lO... time after time.. i try to tolerate with him... yet time after time... he challenged my tolerance... today.. it juz went over the limit... not that i m do not show respect for him.. it'z juz tt he dun deserve it sometimes lo... he juz wun appreciate it ba.. shall not say too much... hurts mi lots... dun wanna break dOwn... 2 person.. maybe the 2 most impt people to mi... (other than moi family..) 1st... my dear dear shinnie... she realli gave mi lotsa support and stuffs... cheered mi up abit... made mi feel better... always by my side when i need her... and 2ndly... my sis, wen... she had been there when i was down la.. (with shinnie.. i pity them... tt makes mi guilty slightly...) sorta cheered mi up too... so grateful ba... and yea... thanks fOr the nice cOokies.. haha...
ahaha... wadever... lazy le... shall blog again soOn... *bounce off to bed..*
"I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances."
31st july - PnC... not really that fantastic... but i know we did well... so yea.. lotsa things happened...
1st august - beginning of the new month.. (also means common test is coming... darn!)
2nd august - juz another plain simple monday i guess...
3rd august - not a good day to remember... quarrelled with shinnie... (sorrie dear...)
4th august - yea.. first band prac after PnC.... lotsa freshies.. played tpt during full band.. sitting beside shinnie... AND ke wei (a.k.a super duper noisy girl)... [cracked a few stupid jokes with 'em]...
detailed bloggin'......
31st july... hmm... lotsa things happened... haha... had section lunch with moi tbone section @ pizza hut in bukit timah plaza... (sorrie shinnie.. din pei u for lunch.. ) almost everyone was there.. except nuraziah... she had some charity thingy... so yea.. she's spared... hehe... de whole section reached back school on time... *yea* but come back see my poor darlin' sad sad.. (sorrie again...) and the usual happens... set up... rehearsal... etc. etc. comes to concert... flop my solo... a bit kan chiong... haha.. but it's okai i guess...
side track abit... some times... i feel like retiring from playing tbone le... it's like... i feel that i lost my ability to play well sometimes... and i cant be "off form" so often i hope? *sigh*
back to where i stopped... hmm.. oh.. yea... i flopped my solo... oh.. jin cheng(moi sec sch band junior..) bought mi a bar of choco... some swiss dark chocolate with orange flavor in it... unique huh? hehe.. oh.. yea.. we ended the concert with a bang... i did the 2nd encore.. haha... i was the "conductor"... did some funni stuffs... but yea.. it damm cool... anyway... i tink the audience will be anticipating for rondeau to come...
after the concert.. a pretty boring event went on... it's some sleep inducing cert, token of appreciation, cd, and wad so ever presentation to the outgoing rondeau comm... guest players, emcees( yea.. jeremy n raemarie..), outgoing band members... boring affair... esp. when jun hui is on the stage.. oh god... he sure can go on and on about stuffs... i shall not elaborate it...
after everyone, everything, etc. is being moved back to the clubhouse... everyone dispersed... (dun ask mi where... god knows...) left mi, shinnie, wenbin n fadhleen... actually "he" wanna stay one... but wen bin sorta managed to psycho him to go home... *well done, dude!* nite comes... all of us ate quite some cups of instant noodles... and zZzzzzzZZZz.....
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My blog entry for PnC happenings will come later.. tired.. wahahaha..
